i confez i kinda miss the hospital... it was a nice break from everything. i met some cool people there and i would honestly go back for the fun of it. nobody judges you and after your first 2-3 nights you start feeling so much better. the only shitty part was when we weren't doing anything it was EXTREMELY boring. there was only one window and it was the same damn view everyday. it was 1 street, city buildings, cars and people walking by. in my room, i had a window but the blinds were closed from inside the glass. if i looked from a certain angle i could see some flowers and moonlight, somehow it was really comforting. in the 'main room' there was a tv with pg-13 movies. we couldnt watch any other movies because it was the youth part of the hospital (18 and under, the youngest person there was 9 but most were 14-18). i have some pretty serious mental health issues, but i dont need to go back. i really want to though. it was just alot of fun for me. i kinda wanna go to the adult wing when im 19 - just to see what its like.
kloeMiscellaneous November 14, 2018 at 5:15 pm01