I grew up in foster homes up until I was 18 and joined and stayed in the Air Force for 24 years. Last week I was looking through a box of pictures a friend had stored away for me over the years. I came upon a picture of Edna who fostered me for a little over 2 years. It was a picture of me, Coleen, Edna and her husband. If I remember right I was 11 and was with her up until I was 13. I never thought about it much over the last 30 years or more but think she was a female pedophile. She was very attentive to me the entire time I lived there. There was another kid she fostered, a girl named Coleen who was 9 at the time. Edna's husband worked shifts and payed little attention to either of us, it was all her. She was kind most of the time but also very strict. Each night she bathed Coleen first and then embarrassed the hell out of me. There was no arguing with her and I had to put up with my nudity around her. She took charge and washed my body from head to foot. I never had any other foster mother treat me that way or ever touch my genitals the way she did. If it was real hot weather she made me lay down on my bed and sprinkle baby powder on my crotch. Worse was when she rubbed it over my penis and scrotum then roll over as she put up the crack of my butt. I never once was allowed in the bathroom while she bathed Coleen but she never prevented Coleen coming in when I was in the tub. It was ok for Coleen to see her put the baby powder on me and I don't remember ever seeing Coleen naked. I don't recall how often it was now but several times a year both Coleen and I were subjected to enemas. Aside from the humiliation of it I just hated the feeling and pain of it. It didn't happen often but there were times I would unconsciously get an erection when Edna touched my testicles and penis. She would always say that it was unacceptable and tell me to control myself. I don't think I thought of it at the time but think she may have wanted me to get an erection. Often when it happened Coleen was in the room but Edna said nothing to her but scolded me about it. I don't know why or recall exactly when but DHS moved me to another home just after I turned 13. From that time until 18 I was in 2 different homes and never treated any way like that. I don't know whatever happened with Coleen and never saw Edna again. Another way she humiliated me was when she would pull my under wear out to see if it was clean. If not she would make me undress and scold me about wiping myself better. She would often make me bend over and wipe my butt telling me how to do it. Other than the nudity in front of her and Coleen she always made sure we were well fed and did our school work. She would take us to movies and on weekend holidays to the amusement park. Aside from the baths and other nudity in front of her she seemed normal. I can't say for sure but do believe this woman enjoyed embarrassing me and intentionally let Coleen see me naked to further humiliate me. I always got along with Coleen and she really never brought up seeing me naked or watching Edna wash me. One thing was that at least Coleen was younger than me because she never made a big deal out of seeing me nude.
anonymousMiscellaneous May 27, 2019 at 11:37 am01