I m addicted

I found porn at the age of 12, I had seen it younger from other circumstances. I wanted to understand why people became dependent on it. And I ended up becoming addicted as well. I couldn't sleep without it. I had to watch it any time I could I went a year and a half watching it every time I got the chance. I've been trying to get clean, and I had went almost 2-3 months p free. I relapsed last night. And I dis again today. I will get better though. Porn has taken so much of the innocence I had then. 4 years, 4 whole years, and I want to just be able to put it behind me. I also feel gross watching it, (I'm a straight female) and seeing straight porn I always feel worse then lesbian, which is what I usually watch. Wich also makes me feel bad.
I know many call ot empowerment, but point should be outlawed. At least more restricted, because everywhere you turn now there is porn, and that is unhealthy.
I will overcome it though.

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K Sins April 19, 2022 at 5:21 pm 2 0