drunken holding hubbys cock convo

her drunk talking about holding her hubbys cock to me as a kid , wow, she got so drunk on a few occasions about her sick kids all of them had cancer and she had cancer and her husband died of cancer and yet she drinks heavy and then she turned to me and said "not even try it" ! about having kids. I didn't like all of her negativity directed at me. I was frozen with fear then to go near a man and have a child. So many times she was on the floor a drunken mess we had to clean up and she was making life absolute shit for everyone and she was pushed in on my sisters partner and took him for her own and for her daughter. and I don't understand that game she was playing on me. I felt really shockingly awful with her always going on about running naked down roads and other stuff with her husband being aggressive with his opiate addiction before and during death and I felt like shit as like "why am I here and are they really friends when they treat me so badly and talk down to me about everything and never do one positive thing for me at all as a kid. being forced to sit in the sun for hours while sick and thinking what the hell is this memory of panties down game that I don't want to even remember to be completely honest with all, its really an unwanted invasion all this. trying to but never getting it out.

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why block the truth? Miscellaneous October 18, 2021 at 4:37 am 0 0