I want to kill myself. Every day I think of it. But the only thing that’s stopping me is the fear of afterwards. I’m uncertain of God or any religion… and I’m afraid that if I die I will regret it.
I don’t want to live, but I’m too much of a coward to die.
Your not alone, I feel that way too, I hate the way I am and I could change but I don’t. I’m 43 in love with a 19 yr old, married with kids and I’m willing to leave it all to be with her, I am a terrible person, I’m scared of death but sick of life too, I don’t know what to do or think anymore. I guess we just keep going and let the cards fall where they may. Good luck to you. A friend 2 years ago
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A friend 2 years ago